Stress=Tummy hurt

I don't think this is good, I need to calm down and breathe. I havnt eaten well in the last could of days..well I have not done a lot of things these last couple of days. I think I am just so scared of the outcome that it is redonkulous (i have been using this word a lot lately) I am scared that I won't pass my classes and won't graduate. Sucks cause I did this myself, I made myself in this hole. But yea I guess I gotta keep trying and keep at it. Wish me luck pray for me, whatever you can. I need all the help I can.

A gloomy day in December

Its Tuesday December 2^nd 2008, and it really cold outside. I just finished doing some of my paper. I really think I am screwed I feel like there is so much that I need to do, I missed half a class and got behind. It due in 2 weeks, but I am still having a positive attitude on it, I know I can do it. The paper is on student success, and I choose how G.P.A. Affect students success. For example I am examining how G.P.A. Would affect a students happiness or if procrastination does affect G.P.A. Yea its really interesting(to me) but a lot of work and I hate writing papers, I have like a phobia. Paperphobia, that is what I will call it. Its a crappy cold day, I hate how it is cloudy but it does not want to rain. It is like a gloomy depressing day, oh well. I do not really want to go to work today. It was boring yesterday and will be boring today. We need another boy leader (I work with 5 women) sucks being the only male working there, but I manage. Well it is 1:00 pm I am gonna go head home, play a few songs on rockband then head to work. I have all night, tomorrow, and Thursday to finish the section that I want to. But yea, oh yea it is my buddies birthday today, so happy 22nd (shit he is old) to him. He is going to a bar tonight at like 10 in LA, but I can't go I got work at 7 :/. I told him to have a party this weekend so maybe he will. I am off for now. See you guys later.